Current Mood: flirty

Are my smilies working?:smirk: I wish I could find some really cute smilies. I hate these.
Not much going on. Pretty day, 67 degrees. Supposed to warm up this weekend again to the 80′s.

Well, we met with the teacher and Principal yesterday, I told them how I felt and what needed to be done. I felt they were a little wimpy on what they were going to do but…we shall see.Tomorrow they are supposed to meet at the flag pole at 7am and pray for an hour before they go to class. Jack wants to go but I just dont know if I can get him out there that early, plus waking him up at 5am isnt going to be pretty. :[ And tomorrow is picture day so I have to do his hair……I just dont know. I’ll have to slick his hair with hardware gel so it will stay. He needs a haircut anyway so I might do that tonight…after Homework Hell.:p

Current Mood: coffee time & tired

I have been so sleepy lately. I slept for 2 hours today. Jack was at his Grandma’s so it was a quiet day anyhow♥. My little cocker Doc has got some kind of skin allergy. He’s going to the vet on Monday. He is itching so bad and I know it’s not fleas because I gave him his Advantage a week ago and the other dogs aren’t scratching at all. He’s just driving himself crazy and I’m thinking about giving him a bath at least to sooth it but not sure if it will make him worse in the long run….I think I’ll try it anyhow. Poor little thing. Well Brent went out to eat dinner with Nana and Papa and Jackson. I’d rather not go if you know what I mean..♥♥♥

Current Mood: Loving

If anyone has or knows of a place where I can get some 88×31 fanstickers of Grey’s Anatomy, please let me know!!!!!!!!

My poor little one. I found out that some kid has been extorting money from Jackson he takes for his lunch. Of course I called the principal and she had both the boys in her office. That kid owes me like 10.00 and I only got 2.00 back. Of course now the kid hates Jackson, wont let him sit at the lunch table, you know the drill. THEN Monday Jackson comes home with this huge bruise on his shoulder from dodge ball. He says the kid is targeting him and this is the same kid that hit him in the head into the brick wall. OK, so I’m pondering what to do…..Do I let it work itself out? Do I say something because this bruise is HUGE. I finally decide to write the teacher a little note, just explaining what happened and could she supervise the next few days. So Jackson comes home that day and proceeds to tell me that they completely took away dodge ball and it’s all his fault. The kids are doing the “thanks for taking dodgeball away Jackson”. He didnt even know about the note I wrote so he was like “I didn’t do anything”. So today I called the principal and just asked her for some guidance because he’s at that state where he doesnt want to go anymore. She told me that this whole situation is being monitored and Jackson, even though it’s hard, is going to have to toughen up some and let this roll off his back. Now this is a new one for me. When the girls were little I would go up to school and kick ass, take names and I think that’s why they resent me so much. So I will do what the principal asks and unless he is physically hurt, let it alone, support him, build his confidence and see what happens.

You know this morning I had so much energy that I planned on really diving in and cleaning when I got home from school. Well it’s 10:41 and I’m dead tired. I unloaded the dishwasher, swiffered the downstairs floors and here I sit. I need to go get the pinesol and the mop and just do it.Depression makes you so tired and everything hurts your feelings. Brent hurt my feelings this morning but he owes me a big apology after he finds out the truth. I feel like pixeling again but then when I do it, I can’t stop thinking about other things, problems, Jackson, Money, Christmas….how were going to get to Texas to see the new Grandbaby in January, what can we buy for him? Not much. I hate this. We’ve never had to live so tight before, damn credit cards. No we already did the mortgage thing. I can’t complain really, I have what I want, do does Jack. I just worry about Christmas…it’s usually a big thing and I alway pull off a miracle somehow but not this year. We can only buy for Jack and that’s ok but it will be slim. But…I’ll hold on to my Mustard Seed.

Have faith!!