Current Mood: Sad & tired

Today I lost my Charlie, my 3 legged cat. He got out somehow and got hit by a car. I held him for over an hour until Brent got home. By that time I was covered in blood, he was crushed but still alive but barely. We took him to the vets and had him put down. It was all we could do. He was crushed. We had gone through so much with this kitty. He only had 3 legs. We had to have one of his legs amputated 2 years ago because of an accident. He wasn’t supposed to go outside. I’m so sick over this. Charlie was Jackson’s kitty and we haven’t told him as he’s still at grandmas. We will sit down with him when he gets home. I’m not looking forward to this. I’m still so sick over his death. My God…I can’t believe this.

I had a super Mothers day weekend. Got to spend time with my girls and celebrate Destiny’s 30′s birthday. She got a diamond bracelet and she loved it. I got the MOST darling flower in pot that little Catie painted. It was adorable and has a Gerber daisy in it…I love it!!!! Sunday we went shopping and I got a new swim suit and some tops. We went out to eat and laughed and laughed!!!! Came home and relaxed. Today is back to Mom duty and I need to clean Jackson’s room. It is a snake pit. He keeps bugging me for money I told him to clean up that nuclear waste dump and maybe he’d get 10.00. It would be worth it for me not to have to go in there. UHG! Typical little boys room. IT’s a total disaster and smells like feet. I wash his sheets and bedding but that’s it. The rest of it I just clothes my eyes and feel my way out. Oh well…some day my house will be spotless and that will be sad….so what if it’s cluttered. I have plenty of time to clean when I’m old and nothing to do. I hope everyone had a great Mommy day!!!!