Current Mood: Loving

Joel Osteen, my pastor. I know I know…he’s not really MY pastor you say, oh but he is. I get more strenght and excitment from his sermans that from all the time I used to sit in church all those years. I look forward to Joel. He makes sense and he lifts me up and makes me realize that if you stay in faith God will turn it around. There have been time where I have given up on dreams, promises, the word. But Joel and taught me that if I stay in faith, God will remember me and he remembers the destiny I was created for. I was’nt put here on this earth for pain and suffering and to deal with crap. I was put here for a reason. A very important reason. Maybe the reason is to carry the burdens of others, to be the fall guy what ever. But when my body hurts so bad that I dont think I can go on, I keep believing and I find strength and I keep going. No one really knows how hard it is for me sometimes to keep going. There have been times when I didn’t want to live anymore but God has remembered me and reminded me that I was put here for a reason. Maybe the reason has already passed but I’m still here. I know he’s with me and he see me through dark times. Joel Osteen IS my Pastor because he doesnt preach, he speaks to me in a way I can understand. This guy is great.

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